Tuesday, September 27, 2016

MyLife

Thought you'd enjoy this paparazzi National Inquirer photo of me!!  How irritating to have someone do this without permission!!  Happy day though...7 weeks today.  no misses.  5 days a week.  30 minutes.  Oh, now wrong stat...I celebrated my 7 weeks by pedaling (as pictured) for 40 minutes!!  Still doing some steps and some resistance band.  minimal and not worth reporting how many I do.  a few.  just a few.

I did the 40 minutes just because.  just because I wanted to see if I could do it and what it would feel like.  Yes...I can do it.  feeling...just an extension and bit of face glistening.  oh, you call that sweat?

Body shape remains the same but I have more stamina and that allows me more energy to do more putzing around here for us!

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Me biking!


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That sour puss face reminds me of how I looked and felt when I managed to take offense recently.  In my defence...I'm tired (oh, and no one else is??)...I'm doing the best I can  (that's different than others?).  So in putting it out there in black and white...there is really no excuse for taking offense. 

What irritated the life out of me is...someone said something to someone about something they didn't like that I had supposedly done/said and wanted them to be the messenger!!  Cowards!! Yellow-bellied sapsucker! I had a tizzy-fit to my poor tired husband and ranted and raved...I'm out of here!  Who needs this?  They need to live the gospel.  They need to follow as it says in D&C 42:88.  blah. blah. blah.

He then put the entire situation right where it belongs... On my own shoulders! and calmly interrupted my tirade and said...sounds like you need to live it yourself.

As the scriptures say...the truth cutteth to the heart of the guilty!!  ouch!  Not what I wanted to hear!

I weighed it all out.  Considered if I was guilty as charged (could honestly say-no.)  Considered the source (yes.  this was their modus operandi.  this was their way of "fixing" things.  I'd seen it before but just not my turn to experience it until now). 

I reminded myself that the Lord knows my heart.  I decided to be in grudge-holding mode until I wrote this (now this is not some cryptic message to set the Ward abuzz.  don't you hate cryptic messages?  I'm sure the irritated person was sincere.  I still managed to want to shake them until their teeth rattled while yelling at them you should have talked to ME!, even feeling they were trying to solve things their way, I was not having the Gospel vibes of the Holy Ghost.)

Solution...D&C 64:8-11  and I really want 82:1, 23 in my life.  I need it.

That being said....I have slaughtered my ill feelings and not buried the hatchet or do you bury the hatchet when something is over and done?  I am so needy of the Lords help and only I can put myself in alignment to receive those ever so necessary blessings.

I did the ShakeyDance to shake it off and I'm now ready to move ahead!  Whew!

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Speaking of nice...Our son and grandson are coming to visit and "help us out".  How nice is that???  plus our DIL is sending meals with him!  That is double/triple nice!  What a surprise!  So workers that will do a to-do list plus catered meals!!  I love how nice our children are and how much they love us.  We are working on our list to give them lots to do!!

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Glad I cleared the irritant from my life and can now fully prepare for General Conference.  It will be the most amazing ever!!!!  so excited!!

Sunday, September 25, 2016

A friend serves a mission....

Kaelene is a friend from Alaska.  She and her husband are serving in Africa on an LDS Charities Mission.  She is super talented as evidenced by how she put this video together.  She is the young woman holding two seedling trees.  Actually...I think she is the only white woman in this entire video and her husband the only white man.  well, there is a young Elder serving his mission pictured also.

They report the happenings of their doings by video sometimes to the authorities up the line. 

I'm so fascinated with water and trees for mankind so I particularly love this assignment they had.  Also isn't the Church fantastic to provide those seedlings???  LOVE it!



Saturday, September 24, 2016

Two great days!

Yesterday my plan was to go to the 11am Temple Session.  I was so looking forward to it!  A young woman, now wed and expecting her first baby, was going to be endowed.  She had been in my life for several years.  Sort of off and on as she matured and moved and life settled in.  Her Mother and siblings have all moved from our Ward but she came to the Columbia River Temple for her special day.  I was excited to be included.

All ready to go and at 9:10am. I knew I couldn't leave Terry.  I called my friend Carol, that I was to pick up, and told her...I'm just so sad but I can't go. She was kind and understanding and sympathetic.

I stayed dressed and ready to go and ended up making the 3pm session.  I was glad as I really wanted to go through a session before the General Women's Conference today.

The Temple is so peaceful and calm and orderly and beautiful and it is just so comforting.  I love it!

I thought a lot about the effort that went into creating our world...this earth...our country.  I like thinking of things being done in order until it was just right and completed...the attention to what was needed and the obvious detailed planning in every single phase.

It felt so Celestial in there.  It felt even more so in contrast when I left that atmosphere, opened the doors, stepped out and really felt I was in the lone and dreary world with the wind whipping leaves and dust and huge raindrops and darkening fast moving clouds.  It was an almost eerie power.  It felt Telestial!  So very worldly.

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I have been looking forward to the General Women's Conference so much.  I was so anxious and eager but feeling I'd be overwhelmed with what I'm not doing and what I should be doing --as speakers would address us.  I knew they would speak the truth and the Spirit would confirm to me the errors of my slothful ways on so many counts but still I just looked forward to going.

We met for a delicious meal and then went into the Chapel.  I was so close to tears, and have been so emotional this last while in MyLife, so I brought two handkerchiefs!! 

To my surprise...I felt none of the chastisement I was certain I'd feel.  I just had a couple of tears of gratitude for the good feelings I was experiencing.  Each speaker mentioned something we should be doing and I found myself on certain topics...feeling happy that I have that practice in my life.  True it needs to be worked on and to keep at it and help it grow but I did not feel the guilt I expected and dreaded.  I felt on track and felt my feelings of failure/inadequacies, I've been nurturing along, were not true.  Yes...I need to do more but I did not/do not feel overwhelmed.  At all!!  Some of the things that were mentioned, that I'm doing, are things that I love to do!!  Doctrine...I love to study Doctrine!!!  LOVE it!!

And the talk about being afraid to offend and not teaching truth.  I teach the Laurels and I speak boldly to them about the truth.  The thing is ...I'd seriously considered asking to be released...talked with Terry...talked with our kind YW President and then opted to stay.  I was feeling the girls were short changed with my home situation and me missing a couple of times.  Today though...I just felt recharged and will speak truth to these girls until my time to be released comes but not by me resigning!  I just feel eager to bear my testimony and share my feelings of the Savior and the restored Gospel and the power of the Scriptures and prayer and on and on.  They are my chicks and I want to MotherHen them.  I felt such love for the three that were there today and the others that weren't there.

I was just so richly rewarded today, and I know every woman that heard the talks, had her own Aha! moment.  That is the beauty of the gift of the Holy Ghost...he taught each of us what we needed to hear today, to give us confidence to press forward. 

(Isn't it amazing...the talks are already on LDS.Org and memes are already being shared!  fantastic era to live in!!)

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Here is what Sister Oscarson said afterwards....

As I shared in my address this evening, despite the conditions of our day, we have many reasons to rejoice and be optimistic. I believe with all of my heart that we sisters do have the innate strength and the faith that will allow us to meet the challenges of living in the last days, but it will take a concerted effort to be converted and to keep our covenants.

I testify that the Lord has blessed us, as women who live in these perilous times, with all the power, gifts, and strength that are needed in order to help prepare the world for the Second Coming of the Lord Jesus Christ.



Thursday, September 22, 2016

59 years!

Today was a super special day for Terry and I.  59 years of marriage!!  Round of applause!  and we will definitely take that deserved bow.  I've mentioned before that we were teens out of high school and madly in love and nothing else mattered to us except for the fact we wanted to get married.  and that we did!

It's amazing that we survived all those years and are still married!  I remember just before my Dad escorted me down the aisle at the Methodist Church, taking one look at my terrified face and saying...Baby you don't have to do this!

But do it I did!  Tough as it's been at times...I'm so glad I did.

Marriage is very difficult.  I have learned from those not married that --being single is very difficult.
Neither situation is easy peasy.  There are challenges in each.  One way or the other, we are given the tests we need for growth and development, be we married or not.

In my lifetime I've seen marriages survive and marriages crash.  Relationships are sorely tested in marriage.  We were 18 when we married.  I was 4 months into being 18 and Terry was 4 weeks shy of turning 19.  People are not grown up at that age.  People change and many times grow apart.  Interests change.  Likes and dislikes change.  Expectations of each other change.  Differences are sometimes magnified through the false lens of faulting one another.

We thought we knew everything and didn't have enough sense to realize we were so very clueless.

We were fearless in many ways.  We wanted a family!  Now!  We were so happy that 5 days after our 1st anniversary we had a little adorable son.  Surely the most beautiful sweetest baby ever born! We enjoyed him so much!!

Tonight that baby,  now a man, shared a delicious Mexican dinner from El Porton with us.  The 3 of us sat around our table and enjoyed each others company. 

He expressed his appreciation that we are still married!  I realized how things have changed as we sat and calmly discussed what Rx painkillers would be good for his Dad to try! 

When we awoke this morning, the first thing Terry said was...happy anniversary, honey.  59 years!  can you believe it?  would you go to Safeway and buy some flowers for yourself from me?  Please.

It's been sort of a rough time with all my sorting and regrouping this past week or so and today as we reminisced about our life, a life that really and truly, only we know the nitty gritty of that time span, I felt thankful.  Thankful that I'm with someone that has known me for nearly my entire life and thankful that we comfort each other.  Yes, there are times we drive each other bonkers but those times are fleeting and few and far between.

There are things we miss...he's not been to the Temple since his stroke...he now has a lot of pain...he can't do things and he misses doing those things...he does the best he can.

I listen to his breathing at night.  I reach out to make sure he's there.  I pat the bed if he's not.  I get up to see if he's okay.  I feel sad/bad when I can't help him.  I appreciate his bravery with what he deals with. 

He tells me he adores me and loves me and that I have no wrinkles which he insists is amazing.  I take to heart his adoration and love.  I've seen me in the sun...flattery on his wrinkle comment but that is okay because beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

Men age so elegantly.  All those years of shaving and automatically doing those neck/cheek moves?  Is that what makes them look so taut and great?  His over all handsomeness is his white hair (that he keeps cut way to short) and that super handsome face that I adore.  I loved him as a boy and I love him as a now older man.

Today I looked at his walker, that he sometimes uses, and thought... wow! are we really at this point in our life? 


Then I see two new cake pans filled with assorted tools of his that I found today, sort of tucked away so maybe I wouldn't see them?  and I think...some things never change!



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My friends are a treasure to me...Some are enjoying a new phase of empty nest and time to do things as a couple...a widow is adjusting to being totally alone after her nest emptied of a granddaughter- off to college...an unmarried friend is lonely for companionship and doubts she will ever marry...a friend is figuring out how to survive her marriage...a friend is in process of ending her marriage.  So many women...so many unique experiences.  Again I say...marriage or no marriage...life is a challenge and
neither is easier than the other.

In my case, we have ridden out the storms of life, and as we age together...I'm thankful for the Gospel that got us through.  The Gospel will get you through your relationship challenges/heartaches also.

Today I read what Elder Eyring said and I connected it to marriage relationships.

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Henry B. Eyring....

As the challenges around us increase, we must commit to do more to qualify for the companionship of the Holy Ghost.

Casual prayer won’t be enough. Reading a few verses of the scripture won’t be enough. Doing the minimum of what the Lord asks of us won’t be enough. Hoping that we will have the Atonement work in our lives and that we will perhaps sometimes feel the influence of the Holy Ghost won’t be enough. And one great burst of effort won’t be enough.

Only a steady, ever-increasing effort will allow the Lord to take us to higher ground.

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That last line just sums it all up, doesn't it????  That is a truth he stated!!  Feel it in my bones...don't you?

Wednesday, September 21, 2016

Onward!



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my dream wish!

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my reality!

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The porch furniture, except for the cushionless swing, is all put away...floor and railings are power washed and furniture/cushions are bedded away for winter.  Things were just sort of put out there this year.  Next year will be better.  I love sitting on the porch and visiting.
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my sort of dream wish.  the feeling at least!

My current reality!

my blank slate for next Spring!!  love it!!
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I have been so tutored by people in the Scriptures and Alma is so powerful in what he shares.  Today I thought about temporal things and how it is mentioned many times in connection with, linked with, the word spiritual...it's okay to ask for help in temporal things.  It's the way we survive living on this telestial planet and desiring celestial things... Even wanting to have our lives emulate celestial behavior...is our inner celestial selves struggling to be more than we currently are.   We may have glimpses and peeks and marvelous spiritual moments but for the most part we are praying to make it through and pleading for how to cope with what is on our plate.  Maybe I am alone?  I don't think so! 

I love the peace the Gospel brings and the strength given, that is just what we need to meet our own personal challenges at just the right time.

Who said...we pray and God answers through the scriptures?  I can't remember. But I do believe it!

Alma 7:
23...asking for whatsoever things ye stand in need, both spiritual and temporal; always returning thanks unto God for whatsoever things ye do receive.

Alma 34:
 26 But this is not all; ye must apour out your souls in your bclosets, and your secret places, and in your wilderness.
 27 Yea, and when you do not cry unto the Lord, let your ahearts be bfull, drawn out in prayer unto him continually for your cwelfare, and also for the welfare of dthose who are around you.

And living Prophets tell us...things will work out.  It will be in the Lord's timing but things will work out. (General Conference just can't come soon enough for me!!)

My dear Alaskan friend, Edna, always quoted and totally believed this scripture...She lived by it all her days.  I need to draw on it's promise...

Doctrine and Covenants 90:
24 Search adiligently, bpray always, and be believing, and call things shall work together for your good, if ye walk uprightly and remember the dcovenant wherewith ye have covenanted one with another.














Tuesday, September 20, 2016

Out of the mud hole!

Slowly becoming MySelf in MyLife! 

Cooked a nice dinner for Terry and I...accomplished some house things...took pressure off of myself to do everything and be content with doing something.  Sort of putzing along and being more BoyScout...leaving each place better than I found it.  Just picking up and tidying up as I see it and not trying to put myself in the Salt Mine.

I can relate to Alma in Alma 29:3.  not with his assignment of course...with his emotional reaction to his assignment.  Yes.  I can relate.  He was so on fire to cry repentance to every soul!  He wanted to accomplish more than he was doing.  He longed for it.  He then realized that he was wrong to not be content to what the Lord had allotted him...to embrace the reality that was his life.  He realized I ought to be content with the things which the Lord hath allotted unto me.  and then he put a damper on his desire/wish/hope to save the entire world and said...perhaps I may be an instrument in the hands of God to bring some soul to repentance; and this is my joy.

I understand him wanting to do it all and how he had to come to grips and accept things exactly as they were and be content.

My patriarchal blessing came to mind and even in that there is what I consider a caution...you can only work in a limited area for that is natural.  Evidently I brought with me, as a part of my mortal experience, a rather gung-ho attitude about a lot of things and I need to reign myself in. 

Alma 29:
 O that I were an angel, and could have the wish of mine heart, that I might go forth and speak with the atrump of God, with a voice to shake the earth, and cry repentance unto every people!
 Yea, I would declare unto every soul, as with the voice of thunder, repentance and the plan of redemption, that they should repent and acome unto our God, that there might not be more sorrow upon all the face of the earth.
 But behold, I am a man, and do sin in my wish; for I ought to be content with the things which the Lord hath allotted unto me.

Now, seeing that I know these things, why should I desire more than to aperform the work to which I have been called?
 Why should I desire that I were an angel, that I could speak unto all the ends of the earth?

9...yea, and this is my glory, that perhaps I may be an instrument in the hands of God to bring some soul to repentance; and this is my joy.

I also was comforted and reminded myself that the Lord looks to my heart.  He knows me and He loves me.  I was also reminded to look to God and live.  I just have to say...the scriptures speak to me and I believe them and love them.  I like knowing that you feel that way also.

1 Samuel 16
7 ... for the Lord aseeth not as bman seeth; for man looketh on the outward cappearance, but the dLord looketh on the eheart.

Lots of goodness in the way of guidance came to me today.  I'm thankful.  VERY thankful!  General Woman's conference and General Conference are coming up and that will be such a blessing on so many counts.

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Today is 6 weeks of pedaling and not moving out and about...just up and down go my legs.  I was going to give myself a new challenge with it but after these last few days...no. no. no! not going to do that.  I'll just keep on keepin' on and feeling smug and accomplished and knowing you are just eager to get my progress report on how many weeks...again you say???  okay.  6 weeks today-5 days a week-30 minutes. I also do some steps and some resistant bands but nothing worth mentioning but I do it each day also.  (braggadocio!!) You realize I have not missed a single day????

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Before all of the above goodness/guidance came to me--the memes below were some of my feelings!

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Monday, September 19, 2016

Egg on My Face...

With the marvels of technology I could just delete yesterday's post but being a glutton for punishment I just leave it on.  What was I doing?  What was I thinking?  Why do I put every emotion on my blog???  Every challenge...every attempt at betterment...baring my soul...and in my co-dependent nature wondering -will friends stop wearing their friend buttons with my name on it??? 

Yes...I'm trying hard.  Yes...it's been a rough couple of weeks with Terry's pain/health.  Yes...I want to do everything and be as good as all the other women that I admire and are so spectacular.  Am I wanting applause or something???  Who would share they baked boxed brownies in an attempt to serve others?  Oh, boy!!!  I'm aghast!  Aaaack!!

Really I think I do a service, of sorts, that is private and confidential and I love to share scriptures and Conference quotes and I LOVE to write notes and send the Jacquie Lawson gorgeous e-cards and send an email and even a PM (I think I don't know the boundaries on those PM though as I tend to go on for to long but that is new to me still and I'm learning.  I think there are some sort of etiquette rules and I perhaps have not yet learned them).

My life is so full of to-do's right now that the last thing I should be sputtering over and trying to show love and care is baking brownies from a box. (and then announce it to the world that I did such a feat!!)  Yes, I actually love the idea because it reminds me of my sister.  Yes, I will occasionally follow her Family Recipe and pour love in the batter but that will not be the measure of my serving.

I need to somehow or other figure out why I don't do Genealogy and truth be told (sorry, Natalie) I really am content to let others do it for our line.  Oh, boy talk about egging my own face!!  I know I really need to figure out how to do it and love it.  But obviously I don't know I need to do it enough to actually do it!  Talk about a service project!!

AND I need to do some sort of sewing for Days for Girls and not focus strictly on my family quilt project.

Wow!  I just keep digging a deeper hole for myself don't I?? 

I best stop the caterwauling!!

I need to cool my jets and calm down and go to sleep.

You doubt it so you have to even ask????  Of course you do!  you ninny!

Origin:

"Random House Dictionary of American Slang, Vol. 1, A-G" by J.E. Lighter (Random House, New York, 1994): "have egg on (one's) face -- to look foolish or be embarrassed. Now colloq. 1951-53 'Front Page Detective (syndic. TV series): I can see egg all over my face..."

 Another source says the phrase is "newer" than the 50s. From "The Dictionary of Clichés" by James Rogers (Ballantine Books, New York, 1985): "to have egg on your face - To be embarrassed or chagrined at something one has done or the way one did it; to do something ineptly.

Sunday, September 18, 2016

MyLife


Missing my sister...so much!!!!!!  The last few days have been super emotional for me...fleeting storm clouds of emotions on all fronts...Sort of like miniature melt-downs...weather comparison of pending storm and then it blows through and lasts for awhile but not for long.  I get ahead of myself here.  Back to what I said...I really miss my sister.  Sounds nutzo but I even miss her little nagging ways and her persistence...like...Nancy, did you get your flu shot yet?...Nancy, turn your TV to QVC /HSN!  They have Temptation bowls on sale!  You need to order some!...Nancy, did you go get your ears re-pierced? You need to! You have to start wearing earrings again!  I gave you those silver ones.....Nancy, what are you cooking for Thanksgiving?  Here is a recipe I really think you should try. Such silly stuff and I miss her constantly trying to run my life!

copying her recipes that includes her "family recipe for Brownies"!

We could tell each other anything in life and not feel judged.  We understood that most storms blow over and life is to short to keep fueling fires of unpleasantness.

I'm so glad I had the chance to spend so much time with her before her passing and help her accomplish all she felt needed to be done for her leaving.



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More and more about the spirit world.

a great story here

a couple of paragraphs from the above article....

“I can say that I know for sure, without a doubt, I know there is life after death,” Jones-Sanchez said.

“I know John is still alive. I know because I’ve been able to talk to him since he died, and I’ve had several experiences where the veil has been thin, and I’ve had these sacred moments where I don’t understand everything and my faith is not perfect, but I know he’s out there, and I know there’s life after death, and I know our family will be together again so that perspective pretty much changes everything.

“It changes the way you live. I’ve often thought that John is busy doing important things and growing in important ways and living a great life so I need to continue living my life, too. Otherwise, he’d be so disappointed when he met me again if I just stopped living when he died.”

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You know that I've figured out MyLife in Season 4 and we are moving down the highway in the exit lane (I see it's a lengthy one!  Whew!)  Something just kept niggling at me that what I had going on and planned for MyLife wasn't enough.  Sort of like not asking What Lack I Yet? and being prompted...all the wheels on your bus are not hitting the pavement.  You are lacking.

It really threw me into a tizzy.  Especially when it hit, again!, to me feeling I'm not serving others!  Truly I was bawling and squalling and just being big baby here!  Then the September Ensign was my reading choice and it was filled with that very topic and the LDS.org was filled with it.  And I was already missing my sister and The Hubster was miserable with pain (for days) and I was tired and blah, blah, blah. 

Then I thought of my sister and her generosity and her trademark giveaway, to every person that crossed her path...even people she was paying to do something--like her lawn fellow or roof repair or any service and then any niceness like her VT visiting her or HT.  They all got brownies...dusted with powdered sugar. 

Made from scratch?  No way.  A box mix.  She made these so often that her youngest grandson asked her to write down her recipes and he especially wanted-- the family recipe for brownies and cinnamon toast.  I told you we copied the Duncan Hines recipe off of the box (I think that was the brand).

I decided I would bake brownies and give them to people I was thinking about.  I'd be like Dixie!  At the moment I was so on fire to do it, I decided I would do it for life.  After the fact?...I don't know.  I really don't.  Maybe I'm still off base and not understanding what I'm to do?  I don't know.

I receive things from women that are marvelous cooks or have excellent taste in chocolate.  But I need to give something!!  Do something!  It seemed rather small but the thought behind it and the love going into it was gigantic!!  does love transfer into the tasting of a boxed brownie?  Does it make it scrumptious?  Terry said he thought it would.  As I said...I don't know.  I really don't know.  Time will tell!!!

first I shopped at Zillah foods

only one Duncan Hines

baking done...real quick!


I love wax paper and had little tins on hand.  note cards.

Brownie "bites".  Not Brownies.

taste test without dusting of powdered sugar.

taste test with dump of Powdered sugar.  not dusting of such!
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Fired up by Brownie-Bite giving and having our grandson (the one injured in the biking accident) make his first outing since June 11th and coming over, and having a birthday that we could celebrate...I endeavored to bake a cake for him.  I've made this cake since 1951.  it's a family favorite.  It failed.  Didn't that happen to me before?  My oven perhaps?  Cake rose and fell...crater deep.

Terry who has watched to many Chopped shows and Worst cooks show was all full of ideas for "when a recipe fails".  Which brings to mind...why would he repeatedly use those words???  I'm not blind!!

So he wants me to cut circles and then serve the cake as brownies.  I did consider it but opted to just call a spade, a spade.  Stacked it and filled the dips with so much frosting that there was none left for the outside.

he is walking with a cane!!!
deep well cake!

to cut or not to cut?

not a State Fair Entry!

You WILL fit in here or else!!!

He appreciated it!
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Tuesday will be 6 weeks of excellence on riding my bike 30 minutes to nowhere for 5 days a week.  I'm still the exact same outline shape-wise but somewhat smaller perhaps in a couple of totally invisible places!  I do not weigh.  I'm setting myself up for health and not failure!!  So...I'm thinking of doing one new habit food wise.  It can't be anything I've committed to before (like any of the hundreds of eating programs that I've suffered through and many times paid money to do).  So I'm thinking of a commitment I can make, on consistency in the food department, for health and something I've never tried.  The jury is still out.  I will decide by Tuesday.

((I totally understand Paul when he said...Romans Chapter 7

15 aFor bthat which I do I callow not: for what I dwould, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I.

 19 For the agood that I bwould I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do.

21 I find then a law, that, when I would do good, evil is apresent with me.

I've thought of the above scriptures when I've pledged to give up chocolate or all sugar or etc.))





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Nature...our great visible example of life and the changes that occurs in each of us.  Nothing is held back until everything is in place.  The clock ticks on the mantle and my own inner clock beats a steady rhythm...the weather changes as do the pages on the calendar and life just marches on.  We change our life-lanes and sometimes wish we could move back to a familiar lane and not this new route but that's life!  Truly...I'm going to live til' I die!  Live it the best I can and give it what I can with my whole heart.  Even boxed brownies!!

Monday, September 12, 2016

the beat goes on!

truthfully, the bike speeding up that I said I'd do, ended up more like shifting from slower gear to slow gear!  I have confidence that consistent effort will eventually pay off beyond the ability to be more awake during the day!!!  Not complaining for sure!

So I write the above and then later I see an article from the New York Times entitled What's the Value of Exercise?  I think I'm on task!!!  Here are just two paragraphs that I felt featured in....

For people still struggling to make time for exercise, a new study offers a strong incentive: You’ll save $2,500 a year.

The savings, a result of reduced medical costs, don’t require much effort to accrue — just 30 minutes of walking five days a week is enough.

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I had no idea that I'm doing moderate activityMy bicycling gently qualifies me!!!  I'm definitely not doing strenuous cycling.  No vigorous exercise!    

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Yesterday I ended up feeling unsettled by my talk.  Today I decided that I love doctrine and talking about doctrine and I was all excited about, to me anyhow, an exciting bit of doctrine.  I felt maybe the joy I felt just didn't come through so I'm going to tell you that part and just make myself feel good!

#1--So....Christ knew His Meridian Mission would be short.  He was young and it was only for 3 years.  He taught all that He was tasked to do.  He tried to prepare his disciples that He was going to leave them.  He would die.  He would not be in their midst.  Surely they heard what He said but surely also, it didn't make any sense.  He, in His Godly wisdom, told them that He would not leave them comfortless.  He would give them the Gift of the Holy Ghost.  He even told them that the Gift of the Holy Ghost would bring all things that He'd taught them to their remembrance.  (Don't you find this amazing????!)

#2--Fast forward and Christ is now gone.  Died/resurrected/ascended. A feast/festival day and a great crowd of people.  To the surprise of all present, they realize that no matter what language, foreign to them, is being spoken, they can understand in their own language!!  Some thought the reveling was because they were drunk but what it actually was? --them seeing the promise of the Holy Ghost.  One of those gifts is the gift of tongues.

#3--Move ahead again.  Phillip's busy baptizing in his Samarian ministry.  A sorcerer named Simon sees the working of miracles in healing and casting out evil spirits.  He joins the Church.  The Apostles in Jerusalem hear about the baptisms in Samaria and know that they have not received the Gift of the Holy Ghost so Peter and John are sent to do that deed. Simon sees the evidence of the power and wants to buy it.  He is rebuked/called to repentance and told that it is not for sale. 

#4--March forth!--  4th Article of Faith...we believe in the laying on of hands for the Gift of the Holy Ghost.

#5--Sacrament prayer!  Doctrine and Covenants 20:77  Footnote!!!  goes full circle back to what Jesus told his disciples when He said He'd send the Holy Ghost. 

I am wild over this coming full circle to my day.  my time.  my life.  The thought just makes the Gospel so real and it brings Christ, and His promise of the Holy Ghost,  right into that weekly opportunity as we partake of the Sacrament!!!

Scriptures for...
#1--
John 14 (do yourself a favor and read this chapter.  it's wonderful!)
vs.16 And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another aComforter, that he may babide with you for ever;
vs. 26 But the aComforter, which is the bHoly Ghost, whom the Father will send in my cname, he shall dteach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.

#2--
Acts 2 (read and enjoy all of it!)
And when the day of aPentecost was fully come, they were all with one accord in one place.
 And suddenly there came a sound from heaven as of a rushing mighty awind, and it filled all the house where they were sitting.
 And there appeared unto them acloven tongues like as of fire, and it sat upon each of them.
 And they were all filled with the aHoly Ghost, and began to speak with other btongues, as the cSpirit gave them utterance.
 And there were dwelling at Jerusalem Jews, devout men, out of every nation under heaven.
 Now when this was noised abroad, the multitude came  together, and were confounded, because that every man heard them speak in his own alanguage.
 And they were all amazed and marvelled, saying one to another, Behold, are not all these which speak Galilæans?
 And how hear we every man in our own tongue, wherein we were born?
 Parthians, and Medes, and Elamites, and the dwellers in Mesopotamia, and in Judæa, and Cappadocia, in Pontus, and Asia,
 10 Phrygia, and Pamphylia, in Egypt, and in the parts of Libya about Cyrene, and strangers of Rome, Jews and aproselytes,
11 Cretes and Arabians, we do hear them speak in our atongues the wonderful works of God.
 12 And they were all amazed, and were in doubt, saying one to another, What meaneth this?
 13 Others amocking said, These men are full of new wine.
AND
 33 Therefore being aby the bright hand of God cexalted, and having received of the Father the promise of the Holy Ghost, he hath dshed forth this, which ye now see and hear.

#3
Acts 8
And Saul was consenting unto his death. And at that time there was a great apersecution against the bchurch which was at Jerusalem; and they were all scattered abroad throughout the regions of Judæa and Samaria, except the apostles.
 And devout men carried Stephen to his burial, and made great alamentation over him.
 As for Saul, he made ahavoc of the church, entering into every house, and haling men and women committed them to bprison.
 Therefore they that were scattered abroad went every where preaching the word.
 Then Philip went down to the city of aSamaria, and preached Christ unto them.
And the people with one accord gave heed unto those things which Philip aspake, hearing and seeing the miracles which he did.
 For aunclean spirits, crying with loud voice, came out of many that were possessed with them: and many btaken with palsies, and that were lame, were chealed.
 And there was great joy in that city.
 But there was a certain man, called Simon, which beforetime in the same city used asorcery, and bbewitched the people of Samaria, giving out that himself was some cgreat one:
 10 To whom they all gave heed, from the least to the greatest, saying, This man is the great power of God.
 11 And to him they had regard, because that of long time he had bewitched them with sorceries.
 12 But when they believed Philip apreaching the things concerning the kingdom of God, and the bname of Jesus Christ, they were cbaptized, both men and women.
 13 Then Simon himself believed also: and when he was baptized, he continued with Philip, and awondered, beholding the miracles and signs which were done.
 14 Now when the apostles which were at Jerusalem heard that Samaria had received the aword of God, they sent unto them Peter and John:
 15 Who, when they were come down, prayed for them, that they might receive the Holy Ghost:
 16 (For as yet he was fallen upon none of them: only they were baptized in the name of the Lord Jesus.)
 17 Then alaid they their hands on them, and they received the bHoly Ghost.
18 And when Simon saw that through alaying on of the apostles’ hands the Holy Ghost was given, he offered them money,
 19 Saying, Give me also this apower, that on whomsoever I lay hands, he may receive the Holy Ghost.
 20 But Peter said unto him, Thy money perish with thee, because thou hast thought that the agift of God may be bpurchased with money.
 21 Thou hast neither part nor lot in this matter: for thy heart is not aright in the sight of God.
 22 Repent therefore of this thy awickedness, and pray God, if perhaps the bthought of thine cheart may be forgiven thee.
 23 For I perceive that thou art in the agall of bitterness, and in the bbond of iniquity.
 24 Then answered Simon, and said, Pray ye to the Lord for me, that none of these things which ye have spoken come upon me.

#4  Articles of Faith
 We believe that the first principles and aordinances of the Gospel are: first, bFaith in the Lord Jesus Christ; second, cRepentance; third, dBaptism by eimmersion for the fremission of sins; fourth, Laying on of ghands for the hgift of the Holy Ghost.

#5 Sacrament prayer... Doctrine and Covenants 20:77
77 O God, the Eternal Father, we ask thee in the name of thy Son, Jesus Christ, to bless and sanctify this abread to the souls of all those who partake of it, that they may eat in remembrance of the body of thy Son, and bwitness unto thee, O God, the Eternal Father, that they are willing to take upon them the name of thy Son, and always remember him and keep his ccommandments which he has given them; that they may always have his dSpirit to be with them. Amen.

77 d Spirit

and the circle is complete when you check out the footnote on 77d!!  Refers right back to John and what Christ said to them as mentioned in #1.