My Blue-Black funky time mood has slowly lifted to SummerBlue Sky! Nothing feels better than to have moved through the fog!! If feelings could be described food-wise?....this feeling is DeliciouslyScrumptious. Don't you love to feel good? Feeling good on all 4 levels...physical and spiritual and emotional and social...BLISS!!! Usually I seem to have one tire, or more, losing air and going flat and I'm having a bumpy ride. But right now I am taking on deep breath air and oh, my...heavenly.
Kudos to friends that understand and take time to care-- by listening without judgment or drowning me with unasked for solutions. Just loving. Listening with unconditional love and voicing confidence in my ability to figure out what I need to do- to balance out what is now MyLife.
So refreshing and just makes a person feel so loved!!
My woes?- figuring out my own health issues...swollen legs amongst other things...taking tests etc/ figuring out how to best help Terry/ figuring out how to manage everything because if it's to be it's up to me/stewing over 2 sons health issues and knowing, but on some level not accepting, I can't do one thing to make their challenges go away.
I'm experiencing the woes of mortality and no worse than others {and for the most part- oh, so much better than most!} Just mortal life and I sort of decided to stop and have a PityParty! My woes-um, rather loathsome emotions, have been banished. Most likely they, at some point, unbidden/unwelcome, will return but for now the sea of my life has calmed down. Rather smooth sailing for now!
I'm experiencing the woes of mortality and no worse than others {and for the most part- oh, so much better than most!} Just mortal life and I sort of decided to stop and have a PityParty! My woes-um, rather loathsome emotions, have been banished. Most likely they, at some point, unbidden/unwelcome, will return but for now the sea of my life has calmed down. Rather smooth sailing for now!
In reliving the experience of unloading my woes, I thought of these great scriptures and the importance of our conversations and how life reviving words of caring compassion can be.
Proverbs:
15:28 The heart of the righteous astudieth to banswer...
16:24 Pleasant words are as an honeycomb, sweet to the soul, and health to the bones.
25:11 A aword fitly spoken is like apples of gold in pictures of silver.
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I have these old song lyrics tumbling around inside.... Blue Skies by Irving Berlin
I was blue, just as blue as I could be
Ev'ry day was a cloudy day for me
Then good luck came a-knocking at my door
Skies were gray but they're not gray anymore
Blue skies
Smiling at me
Nothing but blue skies
Do I see
BluebirdsSinging a song
Nothing but bluebirds
All day long
Never saw the sun shining so bright
Never saw things going so right
Noticing the days hurrying by
When you're in love, my how they fly
Blue days
All of them gone
Nothing but blue skies
From now on
I should care if the wind blows east or west
I should fret if the worst looks like the best
I should mind if they say it can't be true
I should smile, that's exactly what I do
