Wednesday, April 26, 2017

Life goes on...

Yesterday I went to the Temple with a friend, that I've mentioned before, Rose.  She is the one that has battled cancer.  Her condensed story would be...diagnosed with cancer/given one year to live/goes through treatment/has final scan etc./takes a week-end getaway with husband to see flowers in Skagit Valley area while awaiting outcome/declared in remission!/husband has massive heart attack/5 stints put in right side of heart/ends up in Virgina Mason/5 hour bypass surgery on left side happening this morning.

So...we are standing in Temple waiting to go into are session and she sees the envelope packet I'm holding and asks where I got it.  It has my name embroidered as well as our Columbia River Temple and it's name.

I told her I didn't know where it was purchased as it was a gift.  The same friend also bought me a lace trimmed hanky with the Nauvoo Temple embroidered in one corner.  It is still in it's original plastic wrap.  I just keep it in the bottom of my Temple bag.  My late friend...Myra Faye.  The gift giver.

Today is the death anniversary of Myra Faye.  I miss her and always at this time of year I reminisce about our friendship.  I met her the first night I arrived from Alaska, in our move to Washington, at a RS activity.

Last week I was thinking that it's been almost 3 years since she passed away.  I was feeling sentimental and remembered her telling me one day.  I want to take you for a ride and show you my most favorite place in all of Yakima.

I decided to go revisit that favorite place.  It's up off of Summitview.  Called Linden Way.  I can't remember for sure but I thought she said it reminded her of her hometown of Chicago?  or maybe just the sheer beauty of it?  or the trees where she lived?  I called her husband Bob and he couldn't remember either except for the fact that it was her most favorite street and they went there every once in awhile.  Especially Christmastime.

Linden Way? Linden Wood? It's a dead-end block-long street with turn of the century houses that are magnificent.  the houses go down both sides of the street and smack-dab at the end is a gigantic house, with some sort of building going on right now.  There are huge trees lining the street on both sides and they sort of seem to form an archway.  These are not cottages!  (although I did notice the first house on the left looked out of place and more ordinary and not kept up like the others.)

I remembered her telling me that the area up there was Historic. One tidbit I read said that the residents wanted the entire neighborhood/Linden way street declared "historical" and not just the individual homes.  There are several homes in that area that are deemed historical. 

Seems to me when Myra Faye took me there, the 22nd St. sign was not posted.  My imaginings?  I see the hand painted sign is still in place.

It's gorgeous or as Myra Faye would say...Glorious!  My friend...here

I miss my friend and I also miss my sister, Dixie.  A year ago I was bustling back and forth to Eagle as she was in the last few weeks of life.  I think the first year is one of the hardest in a loss.  There are just so many habits and connections and traditional behaviors and events of shared celebrations.  So many traditions, large or tiny, that are part of a loving relationship.  Loving means the whole ball of wax.  I still miss her bossy mouth.  and she would say that I'm a bossy mouth also.  Mortal sisters...eternal love.  almost one year.  sigh. Reliving those last few weeks.  Bittersweet.

Life just keeps on a goin', doesn't it?  Today is our son's birthday and also we celebrate his youngest daughters birth.  He is such a fine son.  I love my boys.  They are good to us but that isn't why I love them.  I just love them.  Period.

Memories...of my friends...my precious sister..my 5 children...their spouses...my dozen grands...my two greats...and most especially my HoneyBunchHubby!!!  My Viking that keeps on endeavouring to win the battle of life and get stronger.  He went to Sacrament and that was wonderful to experience being together.

And you.  I love my readers.  My friends.  My heart connection with those invisible strands across the miles.

Waxing sentimental today for sure.  Listening to the CD from that book that I ordered.  The LDS songbook one.  It is terrific!!  The beauty of the book and the story of how it came about are just totally inspiring.  It is exciting to hear new music and read words from the Book of Mormon.  Why haven't I heard more about this before?  Or did I and I didn't listen? Both of these women were totally inspired and what a blessing to hear and read and sing (well, try to!) these sacred words.  Words that I love.  Just like you do.  Order the book and use it!!  Wonderful words to get into your kiddo's brain!!  And yours too!

(I just finished listening to both CD's.  I'd use those for family night!  I've never heard such wonderful piano accompaniment to Sister Perry's songs.  Her songs are of course familiar.  These new ones, the ones from the Book of Mormon are a different sound.  I read the words and they are powerful.  they are scripture.  I'd start with Moroni's Promise (138) and The Standard of Truth (143).  I'd want that in my children's mind for sure.)

Tuesday, April 25, 2017

Happy thoughts...

3 of my Laurels are Seniors and getting ready to leave home and start that part of their journey of independence, self-discovery and hopefully increased spirituality through greater conversion.  As a gospel teacher you always hope that your students can feel that you really believe and have a conviction of what you are teaching them.

Today I was thinking about them and thinking about my own testimony and how thankful I am for always digging around and trying to understand a concept of doctrine more fully.

Here are some areas that I'm thankful for in my life...

The Restoration! That was the focus in YW Sunday meeting for April.  The Apostasy and Restoration.  I've been reading from the manual featuring President Hinckley (I still miss him!). I liked how he said that the age of Renaissance and the Reformation and the Reformers and even the American Revolutionary War all moved things forward for the Restoration!

It has really impressed me that the Restoration was saved for the very last days.  AND so were we!  Here we are in 2017 and the Restored Church, our Church, has only been back here for 177 years.  We see things just barreling forward on all fronts, just as prophesied.  Darkness/evil increasing and spreading abroad and Light/GospelGoodness also spreading abroad.  All things growing.  the good and the bad.  the wheat and the tares.  

The Restoration didn't come in the middle of things.  The Restoration was saved to come at the end.  In the Last Days.  Just like us!

I love the feeling that God is over all.  Let's just hold to the rod!

Temples!  Who can even imagine the number of Temples being built.  I recently listened to the contractor on how Temples come about and how they are built and he said something so telling.  At least to me it was.  He was telling about the infrastructure and said...me paraphrasing...We don't build Temples to last 100 years.  We build Temples to last through the Millennium. (or did he say "into"?  instead of "through"?)  Anyhow...it's not just for now.  It took me by surprise and I loved hearing him say that (even if I'm paraphrasing what he said!)

I've been reading that RS book about President Hinckley and there is a quote about Temples that I don't remember reading before.  I love it!  Read the entire marvelous Chapter 23 here  Here is the quote that I enjoyed so much....

I know your lives are busy. I know that you have much to do. But I make you a promise that if you will go to the House of the Lord, you will be blessed; life will be better for you. Now, please, please, my beloved brethren and sisters, avail yourselves of the great opportunity to go to the Lord’s house and thereby partake of all of the marvelous blessings that are yours to be received there.32

I actually resisted copying the entire Chapter. It starts on page 309. What a find on a brief compilation of the worth of our Temples!  At least read it and see if I'm not right!!

On my mind today also...Grace/Atonement-Repentance/Modern Revelation.

The Gospel is just wonderful and I enjoy it so very much.  In my heart...it is true!!!




Monday, April 24, 2017

Negative to Positive

The world seems so chaotic and the news seems so bleak and so many of us get washed over with negativity.  For some it ends up being a part of the very heart of who they are.

With the Gospel on the earth and us in the Gospel...we can certainly work on being positive!

 I really enjoyed this article from the New York Times and hope you do also. The importance of being positive & ideas to help us along the way!  here



Saturday, April 22, 2017

Friday, April 21, 2017

Still singing along!


Nursery Rhymes.  Do Mothers still read nursery rhymes to their kiddos?  Those sing-songy ditties about Jack falling down and breaking his crown and Jill tumbling after?  So many stories of less glory/more gory at face value and yet captivating to the listener in that marvelous rhyming rhythm. Also fun to have those word sets roll off your tongue in lovely cadence.
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Even at my current age, in my mind's eye, I'm back shivering and snuggling up to my Mother as she scares me with the predictable words of Little Orphant Annie...with howling winds and lights low and goblins that will get you if you don't watch out!  I now understand it was the rhythm and the sound of her voice that captivated me.  Want to read my scary/most favorite poem of my childhood?  Really?  Okay. Imagine this being read to you just before you go to sleep!

LITTLE ORPHANT ANNIE
by: James Whitcomb Riley (1849-1916)
      INSCRIBED WITH ALL FAITH AND AFFECTION
      To all the little children: -- The happy ones; and sad ones;
      The sober and the silent ones; the boisterous and glad ones;
      The good ones -- Yes, the good ones, too; and all the lovely bad ones.
      ITTLE Orphant Annie's come to our house to stay,
      An' wash the cups an' saucers up, an' brush the crumbs away,
      An' shoo the chickens off the porch, an' dust the hearth, an' sweep,
      An' make the fire, an' bake the bread, an' earn her board-an'-keep;
      An' all us other childern, when the supper-things is done,
      We set around the kitchen fire an' has the mostest fun
      A-list'nin' to the witch-tales 'at Annie tells about,
      An' the Gobble-uns 'at gits you
      Ef you
      Don't
      Watch
      Out!
       
      Wunst they wuz a little boy wouldn't say his prayers,--
      An' when he went to bed at night, away up-stairs,
      His Mammy heerd him holler, an' his Daddy heerd him bawl,
      An' when they turn't the kivvers down, he wuzn't there at all!
      An' they seeked him in the rafter-room, an' cubby-hole, an' press,
      An' seeked him up the chimbly-flue, an' ever'-wheres, I guess;
      But all they ever found wuz thist his pants an' roundabout:--
      An' the Gobble-uns 'll git you
      Ef you
      Don't
      Watch
      Out!
       
      An' one time a little girl 'ud allus laugh an' grin,
      An' make fun of ever' one, an' all her blood-an'-kin;
      An' wunst, when they was "company," an' ole folks wuz there,
      She mocked 'em an' shocked 'em, an' said she didn't care!
      An' thist as she kicked her heels, an' turn't to run an' hide,
      They wuz two great big Black Things a-standin' by her side,
      An' they snatched her through the ceilin' 'fore she knowed what she's about!
      An' the Gobble-uns 'll git you
      Ef you
      Don't
      Watch
      Out!
       
      An' little Orphant Annie says, when the blaze is blue,
      An' the lamp-wick sputters, an' the wind goes woo-oo!
      An' you hear the crickets quit, an' the moon is gray,
      An' the lightnin'-bugs in dew is all squenched away,--
      You better mind yer parunts, an' yer teachurs fond an' dear,
      An' churish them 'at loves you, an' dry the orphant's tear,
      An' he'p the pore an' needy ones 'at clusters all about,
      Er the Gobble-uns 'll git you
      Ef you
      Don't
      Watch
      Out!
Well, you said you wanted to read it!  talk about rhyme and rhythm!!!  woo-oo!!  Dixie and I would beg Mother to read it again and again!
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The rhyming of those old Mother Goose short poems, of mostly ill-fated woe and folklore, about blackbirds snipping off the maids nose and that sort of thing, aren't the stand alone that makes for early and great readers.  It's the rhyming.  The rhythm.  And the maid and her missing nose & Jack's concussion while hill rolling, are overlooked in the splendor of the words doing their magical dance.

As a convert that never attended Primary as a child and as a convert that has never worked in Primary as an adult...my children didn't have that opportunity to learn so many of the marvelous songs, and they all have that rhyming factor,  as a way to learn the gospel and enhance their education by using music!

I've mentioned before my belief in music being the greatest way to teach.  I think one of the reasons I love hymns so much is the rhythm and rhyming are so calming and predictable and is a feel good experience.  Biggest factor though...the Holy Ghost witnessing the words are true. A pure feel good moment!

I've also mentioned when our youngest child was in 6th grade that I put together a group of 6 children and we performed a little show against drugs.  I checked and Brite Music is still in business and I see they have added a new booklet. I'm assuming it must be against pornography.  They only had two when I did it.  One teaching personal safety and guarding your body and the one we did about saying no to drugs.  (as adults they all still remember the lyrics.  Not the dialogue perhaps.  maybe a line or two but the songs?  yes.  they are in their brain.)

The 2nd set of great teaching tools with the great music has 12 values and the stories are wonderful and the music is terrific.  I still remember the gratitude song from that book.

I had actual books but it looks like they are now modern and do whatever is modern!

Momma's, IF I had it to do over, I'd center my teaching using music and less lecturing!  Not just any music but this sort of thing coupled with the Children's Songbook and the book I mentioned yesterday.  Oh, yes...even though I can't sing a solo etc....I'd sing these songs with and to my kiddo's!

Where to order and learn all about Brite Music...here

(You say...You haven't worked in Primary?  I say...Yes.  When I joined the Church I taught one year of CTR-B which was a joy.  preparing children for baptism.  I was like a sponge and eager to learn.  I learned more than them!  then we moved and I was Primary Secretary for a few months.  Then I was a Counselor for a few months and that was it.)

Safety Kids – Series
We used the red book- Safe From Drugs

Standin' Tall – Series
Adorable story characters in short book & powerful songs to teach great life lessons!

Thursday, April 20, 2017

Warbling

I love music.  Especially sacred music that washes over my soul.  You know the kind...you hear speakers speaking at Church and you aren't really feeling that special inside or you are just living your daily life and along comes a beautiful sound that just grabs you.  Not with the speaking voice. With the singing voice.  With the music.  I love the Hymnal.  I love the Hymns.  I believe in their power to comfort, to teach, to counsel and also as the answer to questions- when a hymn phrase or even a couple of words pops into my mind on awakening or just out of the blue during the day.  It's so special.  Don't you feel that way also?


The musicality talent of Janice Kapp Perry has blessed my life.  I've done other blogs featuring some of her music. Recently I saw an interview with her that was done last year or maybe even longer ago.  People are so interesting and to hear of their journey is fascinating to me.  She is nearly 80 years old now.  In her younger years she loved sports and was very active. It sounded like her favorite was baseball.  She injured herself when she was 40 and her husband persuaded her to drop the sports and find something else to do.  That is when she started to get into music.  Now the family has a huge company, run by her son, and she continues to write.

She set a couple of goals for herself...to keep things very simple.  very easily understood.  She also thought it would be wonderful to have the Primary sing one of her songs.  A very modest goal. Now of course her music is everywhere the Church is...in Primaries across the globe.  The Mormon Tabernacle Choir has sung her songs.  She said she was a member of the Choir and when it came time to sing her song, she was so overcome with emotion that she just mouthed the words!

She was very humble while being interviewed and I would love to visit with her.  I'm always interested in the thought process of creative people (and that includes all of us because we all have some level of creativity).  Anyhow...Sister Parry said it took her 10 years to figure out how to tap into a formula for her creativity.  She spends a lot of time thinking and then she does what would be considered mundane or just regular daily living, like vacuuming etc. and then words or music will eventually pop into her mind.  She can feel when it's right.

Now this is quite a leap but I'm wondering if Pinterest followers get that same sense of being Spirit- inspired when they hit pay-dirt?  Does obsessive Pinteresting deprive one of personal inspiration?  I personally love that inner feeling of when all the ducks are lined up, except one, and then suddenly that last idea pops into your mind...or just a completely blank slate that slowly comes to life, or even swiftly, in the recesses of your mind...through that still small voice of feeling. Can one feel that same way by perusing others inspiration/insight?  Are the hours spent looking, instead of pondering, for originality just as satisfying?  I don't know.  Remember...I'm so archaic that I don't even have cell phone and because I'm rather drawn into things that take a lot of time, I've had friends tell me...Don't even get started!  So I haven't checked Pinterest out...in a way I feel like the Lone Ranger.  On the other hand...soloing is what I'm used to doing and I absolutely love the feeling, that specific feeling, of knowing I've just hit pay-dirt in whatever project is my task at hand.  I love the process! It works for me and it's a soul deep feel good experience.  And you?

Back to what I really intended to chat about...Music and Sister Perry.  She is very deliberate and patient in what she does and works for years on certain projects.  Now, I never thought about this before, maybe you have, there are not LDS Hymns specific to the Book of Mormon, in our Hymnal.  There are a couple of LDS hymns...Hold to the Rod...Joseph Smiths First Prayer...etc. but not specifics on stories from the Book of Mormon.

She was put in touch with Bonnie Hart Murray- who had written some lyrics about the Book of Mormon and they became a duo.  It ended up that a hymnbook was published and the first part has 18 of Sister Parry's well known songs and how they came about.  The 2nd half of the book has 28 new songs about the Book of Mormon!!  You already knew this?  I'm late to the party? I'm not even sure when this book was published.

Realizing that not everyone plays the piano...2 discs are included with piano music!  I'm so excited.  I ordered my book and can hardly wait to read it.  You can order it from Desseret Book or at less cost on Amazon.

She said the publisher used beautiful illustrations. She also said you actually will be singing scripture!! I can hardly wait to get my song book!

(just had a moment of remembering that she has a sister named Ann Kapp Andersen and she lived/lives in Southeast? Alaska.  Ann also writes music.  I can't remember why but somehow or other, maybe after the Anchorage Woman's Conference, we were in touch and she visited with me about writing lyrics.  Sometimes I've made very cowardly choices and talked myself out of things and have proclaimed my inadequacies because of lack of training/education/experience/confidence etc.  I would not do that now.  I'd go for it.  I don't regret, not pursuing this further in a remorseful way, as I had a lot to learn about life and about myself.  That decision definitely makes my list of wishing I'd given it a try! I have absorbed and learned from my regret of not at least trying!  Sharing this to encourage you to grab every single brass ring that dangles in your face!  You go girl!)

A songbook for lds families

Wednesday, April 19, 2017

Consider the Lilies

Sit down.  Just relax.  Listen to this and let the music carry you away!  Consider the Lilies of the Field....here

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We are so loved!!!

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

Bubble Blowing-again? still?

Headed to Yakima to get my hair trimmed (after my butchering job with my pinking shears) and took the back way behind Target.  Coming in that way, which is actually the wrong way to drive that road...well, the sign says that but I'm a sheep and follow the other stragglers that take that shortcut. Anyhow, on the last corner there is a house that I've admired for years.  It's an old Craftsman with an overgrown yard and you can see at one time it was gorgeous.  It's landlocked and over the years a couple of attempts have been made to fix and use and maybe live in it, to no success.

Today, to my surprise, as I came to that spot, I saw that someone had paved the back driveway plus I saw an OPEN sign!  The yard was cleaned up and the old vegetation was lovely!  My mind in a split second thought...an antique store!  Just for a second the thought lingered and then things got better when I glimpsed a sign that read...Sweet Relief.  A candy shop?  A pastry shop?  I was happy and then saw the entire sign.  Sweet Relief. Cannabis Company.  I had veered to the right to go in and see the wares but when I saw what was actually being sold?...I bypassed brownies and veered left and proceeded to get my haircut!

Who'd of thunk it?  These businesses are all over the place!  Some of you readers don't have this happening in your neck of the woods but boy, oh, boy- It's seeped out like slime in our area.

Please don't give me the medicinal cannabis talk/chastisement/lecture.  I know about that.  I know some people do that. There is not one central location business building for purchasing...it's everywhere and growing like crazy.

Just sayin'.  Easy peasy to pick up party supplies for "recreation".  Perhaps I'm the lone wolf in feeling marijuana is not good for the human body?  for the brain?  especially a developing brain in young people?  Again- not slamming/condemning/recommending/judging Rx usage.  I'm talking about widespread use of it for "fun".  


Came home to take Terry in for a heart monitor check.  Sitting and waiting (for what seems an eternity) for his appointment and a young woman comes in, looking like perhaps she'd been recently pummeled and hadn't had time to clean up.  Unkempt and her bright green hair pulled up helter skelter... wearing a T-shirt that proclaimed in print across her back....

A GREENER TODAY
Award Winning Cannabis & Concentrate


Oh, yes...climbing on my soapbox and ....
I'm Forever Blowing Bubbles (sheet music cover).jpeg
on my soapbox.  again!!

Save me from myself!!!  Burn the soapbox!!  It draws me in every time!!

Monday, April 17, 2017

" in happy ways"

I continue to marvel at the power of women and also marvel at the growth of the Church in apparently getting ready to render service on a larger scale than ever known.  That is just my take.

I read about our new General RSP, Sister Bingham (65 years old), who a couple of weeks prior to that calling was 1st Counselor in the General Primary, and her visit to Uganda, with the Director of Humanitarian Services and the LDS Charities, Sister Eubanks.  Sister Eubanks (54 years old) is now 1st Counselor to Sister Bingham.  Most astonishing to me, besides the fact that a woman is managing/directing that entire program, is she is going to keep the position of Director of LDS Charities!  Wow!

Here is that recent trip to Uganda they did.  Check out the pictures!

12 days on the job and Sister Bingham addressed the United Nations! Sister Eubanks accompanied her-- here 

A convert from Nicaragua, Sister Aburto (54 years old), is the 2nd Counselor.  She is no stranger to the plight of those needing help.  She is familiar with nature taking it's toll in devastating tragedy in her own life.

Read about all 3 women here

The world is always faulting our Church for not allowing women to really take charge.  Obviously they haven't heard of RS/YW/Primary and the leadership and the gigantic responsibility they take on, while serving not only in Stake and Ward levels but on a General level (the world!)

More and more I see how we women are becoming wonderfully peculiar.  You know how much I love this quote by President Kimball....

Finally, my dear sisters, may I suggest to you something that has not been said before or at least in quite this way. Much of the major growth that is coming to the Church in the last days will come because many of the good women of the world (in whom there is often such an inner sense of spirituality) will be drawn to the Church in large numbers. This will happen to the degree that the women of the Church reflect righteousness and articulateness in their lives and to the degree that the women of the Church are seen as distinct and different—in happy ways—from the women of the world.

As I've thought about the magnitude of the task this new General RSP has responsibility for, I marvel. Not because it's such a gigantic responsibility but knowing that they are capable of carrying this cause forward in a wonderful admirable way...that is what I marvel over!  That is how LDS women are.  They step up to the plate and hit home runs!

The Ward I'm in is rather small right now but we have the full program of the Church and as is the way of doing things in a Ward/Branch of any size, we are called and we serve and we are released and we are called somewhere else and we serve and we are released and this just repeats itself over and over.  Sometimes we have some experience in what we are asked to do and sometimes we don't but we all know the Lord will bless us to fulfill our task at hand. Our personal experience and confidence and growth just keeps on accumulating and we are used over and over and more and more.

Every single LDS woman that I know is amazing in what they accomplish...they know how to prepare delicious food for as many as 250 and set decorated tables- all in helping to feed a mourning group of family and friends.  They are familiar with mortuaries and help with all things funeral related.  It's a time of comforting and showing love. No one does a better job!!

They know how to organize for any function, of any sort, of any size-- from Christmas programs to meal deliveries for the sick... and the list goes on and on.  Service is rendered on assignment and also privately through personal revelation.  Plus they are happy to do it and happy while doing it.

I see how the Church has grown and the scope of things has grown also.  Temple productions featuring thousands of youth remind me of a gigantic Roadshow.  We have Stake Christmas productions that are amazing with choirs and orchestras and the whole works.  We have Stake Women's Conferences that are wonderful.  And the list goes on and on with the huge productions going on everywhere.  We have projects in our Stake that go to humanitarian causes throughout the world.

We are being prepared to take care of lots of people and to do so with ease because of our Church experience in callings and Visiting Teaching and personal study that brings about conversion...being active and paying tithing and fast offering and whatever else we can donate, opens the windows of heaven for us and we can then share.

I find it exciting to think...Much of the major growth that is coming to the Church in the last days will come because many of the good women of the world (in whom there is often such an inner sense of spirituality) will be drawn to the Church in large numbers. This will happen to the degree that the women of the Church reflect righteousness and articulateness in their lives and to the degree that the women of the Church are seen as distinct and different—in happy ways—from the women of the world.

It makes my heart happy to think that we have something so beautiful to share with the good women of the world ...our love and testimony of the Gospel.  If they need comforting or material needs...we are the ones.  We have been tutored and prepared just by living the Gospel the best that we can!!  Talk about missionary work!!

Today my heart has been lit with joy!  You are a part of my joy as I see you working so hard to live the Gospel, share the Gospel, and build the Kingdom.


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As Sisters in Zion


1. As sisters in Zion, we'll all work together;
The blessings of God on our labors we'll seek.
We'll build up his kingdom with earnest endeavor;
We'll comfort the weary and strengthen the weak.

2. The errand of angels is given to women;
And this is a gift that, as sisters, we claim:
To do whatsoever is gentle and human,
To cheer and to bless in humanity's name.

3. How vast is our purpose, how broad is our mission,
If we but fulfill it in spirit and deed.
Oh, naught but the Spirit's divinest tuition
Can give us the wisdom to truly succeed.

Text: Emily H. Woodmansee, 1836-1906
Music: Janice Kapp Perry, b. 1938. © 1985 IRI


Sunday, April 16, 2017

Easter

Per usual, I come in saying I'm sorry I didn't keep things moving along on my blog.  How can I love doing my hidden away blog and then neglect it?  No excuses.  My reality is just trying to get on top of MyLife.  and Per Usual...as Eliza Doolittle would say...I got it!!  Well, at least for the next 5 minutes!

I hope you had a memorable Easter.  Easter is the most wondrous event for truly celebrating.  This year I hear of more and more young families celebrating the impact and joy of this event by re-enacting the last week of the Saviors life and having special foods and telling the events of the days.  I see figurines are available now to help tell the story.  Similar to Nativity.

Did you make those Empty Tomb rolls?  Maybe some of you did?  Recipe here 

Christmas always get total attention and even with gifts and Santa in the mix...Christ is still forefront.  At least with my friends!  But Easter?  It seems like the Bunnies and the dyed eggs and the chocolate, edge out the enormity, the impact of Easter on our daily lives.  Things seem to be changing though with most of the fun egg hunts etc. done on Saturday and Sunday worship being more of the Sabbath focus.

I love musical Sacrament meetings on Christmas and Easter.  LOTS of music and purity in retelling the happenings of both events.  I love Cantatas or well-chosen sacred music that backs up the scriptural events.  As my Mother would say...That's my druthers.

Our Sacrament meeting today was so interesting.  Yes, there was some music (not choir things).  Primary/YW/Trio .  Lovely!

The big event for me was the speakers.  Their subject!  Evidently they were asked to speak on Easter but not given a specific subject.  Amazing to me, and heartfelt, they both were inspired to talk on the exact same subject, using the exact same event- the most recent Face to Face for the youth.  The feeling that the Lord really wanted our Ward to hear the heart of this message was evident.  Both of them were struck by the exact same thing.  And I had been also when I first heard the event live.

Then I thought...did I tell you how I loved that event?  am I losing my mind?  did I tell you?  did I not tell you? Briefly (and I'm sorry if I'm repeating myself!)...I loved the interaction between President Eyring and Elder Holland.  I'd never seen them in a relaxed conversational manner.  Nor any of the leaders for that matter!  They had such respect for each other and Elder Holland has such esteem for President Eyring.  It was so tender.

Most amazing to me...you know how I've studied to better understand how to access the Atonement?  I've mentioned it several times and in this talk I learned (along with all the others that had been digging a hole with no end) that the Atonement is not something you access!  The Atonement does not stand alone.  My life is blessed by the result of the Atonement BUT the Atonement, and all that entailed, was Christs for the doing.  It was His to accomplish and through my worship and love and following Christ I benefit from the Atonement that He did.  I access Christ.  I don't access the Atonement separate and apart.  Through Christ's atonement my life can be blessed now and I will live forever.

It was such a profound experience to have that feeling wash over me when I listened to that Face by Face.  I could hardly wait to talk to my Laurels about it!  Maybe I did share my enthusiasm with you.  My enthusiasm was rekindled by the talks today and that feeling of certainty permeated my soul again.  It was a monumental Easter service.  Thank you, Chelle and Fletcher!

They also mentioned forgiveness/repentance.  That hit me also when I first heard it on the broadcast and again today I was reminded of the blessing of repentance.  When Terry and I were reading the Book of Mormon together...Over and over people were urged and invited and pleaded with to repent.  Reading as we did every day and reading a good chunk at a time, the invite for repentance was really in the forefront.  Why?  Because we cannot be saved IN our sins so we need to repent FROM our sins so they are blotted out.  Erased.  Gone.  Nothing on the chalk board.  Clean.

IF we repent, of every single thing, at death we will be free.  IF we don't repent then we will not be free and will feel guilty.  Repenting for me is something that I've struggled to really do.  I make mistakes of judgment or something that just makes me feel so irritated on not acting on a prompting.  It's the disappointment, soul deep, of that feeling of you knew better than that!  Disappointment in myself for not doing what I know I should do and feeling capable of doing what I didn't do, is as tortuous to me as anything. (what a sentence!)

In our Book of Mormon reading we learned about the absolute necessity and importance of repenting and also understanding that even my disappointing human imperfections need to be dealt with.  Repentance was mentioned over and over and over. Even the need of repenting if feeling unworthy of not doing better.  Sometimes I have a sense of embarrassment that I conducted myself in a way that is unbecoming in my mind.  I knew better!  Not being a nit-picker but just saying...if it bothers you, whatever it is, then repent and move on.  I'm trying to do that. (maybe I'm just being Co-D and standing alone.  I hope not!)

Fletcher hit on the necessity of repentance and not listening to that inner voice, alluded to above, that prevents us repenting.  Chelle hit on repenting, staying in a repentant state,  so we can experience having the Holy Ghost with us and feel peace.  They covered all the bases!  One of those Sacrament days that I would loved to have applauded!

I enjoyed both of their talks so much and I too loved that Face to Face broadcast.  IF you have not listened to it yet...you must!  I felt like I was sitting at the feet of the Apostles and being instructed personally at that Broadcast.  So did Chelle and Fletcher and so will you!  here


Sunday, April 9, 2017

Still here!

Just a note to say...hello!  Still battling whatever is going on and will see Dr. tomorrow.  Hopefully she will say I'm on the mend and to just see things through.

Just when I feel like I'm figuring out MyLife and have moved a step forward then I go two steps back and that makes me not even on step one!

Taking all of that stuff out of the bathroom and piling it on the table- just seemed so right.  Sorting it and putting it in plastic Ziploc bags- just seemed so right.  Planning on going to stores and getting beautiful boxes to store said stuff in- just seemed so right.

Taking everything out of the green trunk and spreading it on the new table, purchased just for that purpose- seemed so right.

Then things went awry and- nothing seemed so right.

The table was in front of the Murphy bed and when Greg came, I cleared the table and returned all of the semi-sorted stuff to the green trunk.

Then I ended up sick and the filled plastic bags were put back in the shelves in the bathroom.

Does anyone know this particular dance?  The dance of life.  Well, it's my dance of life.  Forward.  Forward.  Slide backwards and everything seems to fall back into it's original spot! Or worse yet...in my mind it's below where I started!  Arggh!!

My plans and expectations and anticipations did the same do-si-do!  Remember my absolute thrill about that invite to the Temple?  Nope didn't happen.  Oh, the sealing happened but I didn't get to go!!

Then Physical Therapy for Terry was added to our calendar.  At first it was two times a week but they changed it to once a week.

Ever learning.  Regrouped here.  Again!  Scheduled the PT for late afternoon so we don't end up spending most of a morning or afternoon with the clinic.  Great solution.

The bathroom stuff is sorted and visible.  Not real pretty but practical and boxes can be purchased at any point.  Relax!

The future...after this summer when family comes/goes, we will remove the bunk beds and put a work table in that area that can stay up and keep the Murphy bed free.  Win! Win!  In the meantime I'll put papers back out.  again.

Life didn't use to seem so complicated when I was younger.  There were so many years of sameness it seemed with school children and all that goes with that activity.  Also health that was good.  At least from hindsight it seems that way!

The current happenings are another bump in my personal mountain climb.  More like a slippery slope than a bump.  I will figure out a balance here and some sort of order to accomplish all the desires of improvement and activity in my mind.

There are people I know that are really dealing with life threatening issues and heartache/heartbreak and mine is nothing like that but it is still a niggling problem to me and it is mine to make peace with.

The Gospel is my rock and I love it.  I'm leaning on that rock!!

(PS- One thing I did in the midst of feeling lousy physically was I decided to give myself a lift by cutting my hair...with my Pinking Shears!  They are not dainty scissors!  They are shears as big as lawn shears!  I thought the Pinking of them would make the cut rather pixie like.  Perhaps if I knew how to cut hair that would have been the case.  Chopped.  Sort of Cropped.  Not Coiffed!  Not an epic fail but definitely not lovely.  At least I didn't try to pierce my ears!!  Maybe I just need to overhaul my overall self and forget all of this other stuff! Hmmm. It does sound inviting!)

Sunday, April 2, 2017

Marvelous!!!

What a marvelous two days of spiritual goodness!

With blessings unmeasured  my cup runneth o'er. (Hymn #108)

Two speakers mentioned that we should read The Living Christ so here you go!

The Living Christ  here

Special Witnesses of Christ  here

I was thankful for all of the extra programs in between Conference sessions.  So informative and uplifting!

Elder Ballard was one of my favorites as it went along with what I'd been seeking in planning and simplifying my personal life.  Every single thing he was saying just went right with the thoughts I'd been having and planning just before I was waylaid with bronchitis.  I really felt like he was speaking just to me and I was on the right track.  I could really feel the Spirit and a confirmation that I was on course and should proceed with what I felt needed to be done.  He suggested to sit and plan and I'd done that!  Everything he was saying was on point with what I'd done!

So excited that I went to his facebook page so see what more he had to say about it.  He was talking about something else!!  I'd asked for a confirmation before hand so I'm going to stay with what I was feeling.  I've heard of that happening before...someone hearing something and when they go back to find it?....It's not there!  I'm sticking by my feelings!

I look forward to reading/hearing the entire talk and see if there in anything that sounds familiar!

Here is Elder Ballard's comments about his talk today....

 As you walk through life, many of you may wonder what God’s goals for you are. The most important goals we can set are to return to His presence and to receive the eternal blessings that come from making and keeping covenants.

Today at #LDSconf, I invited you to take time to regularly ask yourself how you are doing with these two goals. It’s kind of like having a personal, private interview with yourself. And if that sounds unusual, think about it: who in this world knows you... better than you know yourself? You know better than anyone how you’re progressing along the road to returning and receiving.
I testify that there is no greater goal in mortality than to live eternally with our Heavenly Parents and our beloved Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ. But it is more than just our goal—it is also Their goal. They have a perfect love for us, more powerful than we can even begin to comprehend. They are totally, completely, eternally aligned with us. We are Their work. Our glory is Their glory. More than anything else, They want us to come home—to return and to receive eternal happiness in Their presence.
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LATER- Terry called me to his computer as he had Elder Ballards talk ready for me to listen to.  It was as I remembered and I felt as I felt.  He was talking  about return and receive. Our personal goals will help us mark our way.  So I'm not totally bonkers!  (slightly but not totally!)  I was buoyed and encouraged by his talk about planning to accomplish goals.

Saturday, April 1, 2017

Today is a day that I have looked forward to the last few weeks!  General Conference!

I do believe what Elder Uchtdorf says about receiving answer to prayers through General Conference.  it's worth a quick read before the Morning Session.

General Conference- No Ordinary Blessing by Elder Uchtdorf  here

With the happenings around here, for the last week or so, we have nothing special planned for eating/cooking but we are just totally ready to sit and watch hour after hour of Conference!  

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If I had children at home I'd have them watch how many times Elder Uchtdorff changes ties during Conference!!   Story here